BLESSING IN DISGUISE.

it was a blessing in disguise because I was fooling myself into believing it may last. it was a blessing in disguise because I needed to do some things for myself. it was a blessing in disguise because it was hurting my family. it was a blessing in disguise because i needed to write. it was a blessing in disguise because i needed to read. it was a blessing in disguise because i needed to be more responsible. it was a blessing in disguise because i needed to be respected. it was a blessing in disguise because deep down i was unhappy. it was a blessing in disguise because i wasn't treated right. it was a blessing in disguise because i was ashamed. it was a blessing in disguise because it was holding me back. it was a blessing in disguise because it made me not like who i was. it was a blessing in disguise because i couldn't be myself. but with it i sometimes laughed. with it i sometimes cried and it felt good. with it i'd sometimes think about life and appreciate it a little more. with it i got to share my thoughts and views. and with it i sometimes felt happier. and with it i wasn't alone. but it was still, without a doubt, a blessing in disguise. i needed to let it go. i needed to change.